Today is good. Its day 5 of not b/p. Im happy right now but stressed. I up and quit my job yesterday, my boss was an asshole. I have 2 job interviews today. I hope I get one of them..its for my career now, not just a job. Anyone else feel like it can go from extremely well to b/p like a madman when youre stressed? Is it just me? I keep thinking that if I loose enough weight ill be just calm and not care anymore, sort of numb. Does anyone else feel like that sometimes?

This is my first post on this live journal thing. Its hard. Im on day 3 of not binging and purging. I want to loose 18 more pounds before the end of august for camp. It seems so damn important that Im massively skinny for camp. I dont even know why.